rant

im blogging because i simply want to, because ive sent the better part of the last 20 days trying to think of one awesome idea that would all at once make th world sit up and take notice. obviously this has been ample reason for me to sit alone in my EMPTY FOR 6 MONTHS flatby the parapet watching it rain like a bitch outside with my first bottle of single malt, a cigarette and my fleecy bathroom slippers and just remember how kickass life can be sometimes.


but then again i tried to force it, to sit down and literally choke an idea out. to regurgitate from a conversation id already have had, to mope over ideas id had ages ago and build something worthwhile. and all could come up with was a billion ideas all of them ither already done or too simplistic to consider.

and so i thought of what might happen the day after tomorrow.

what if we evolved tomorrow into perfection, a be all end all state of existence . what if all at once every single being on the planet mutated into near omnipotent omniscient beings who knew the answer to life the universe and everything.

even why girls have to go to the bathroom in packs.

what if we achieved all that weve ever strived for, a state of complete and utter supercomplexity or one where we attain a simplistic end.what if we ran out of ideas, if no one person had anything new to say to the other, if all our humour had become an email forward even before we thought of it ourselves, if weve had all the conversations, built all the buildings, screwed all the people, sang all the songs and basically did everything there was to do. what if every woman found a caring sweet stud-like sensitive man who had a sense of humour, loved kids, was a kachingabingabilliionaire and could give back massages. and every dude found a smoking hot chick who was into threesomes.

what would we be then?? would we succumb to a utopian ideal society where somehow everything managed itself?? or would we implode in a mass suicide due to a coke overdose because everyone was just so bored.?? we might even try to go for a zeus like scenario, where we connect ourselves around the world at the same time, and then all at once, we perform a complete memory wipe. the ultimate flood, as it were.
free to loop everything again.


aussi, ive been reading a lot of dawkins recently, about how our raison d'etre should be the discovery, of how every day of our existence should be propelled by the driving force that is our curiosity, our abilty to wonder, our knowledge that we still know practically nothing.

im not so sure, i mean sure it makes a lot more sense and certainly sounds a lot better then going into a good looking building where having sex is a taboo and complaining into thin air. but is there a third alternative???